okay,been very long since i last went valhall for trg. school was alright today,mr lim caught me for sleeping during chem lesson! and mdm lee attended our english class today,she caught me and wanhao keep on talking. ughhhh. lessons were quite alright today. i only saw you once today. are you unhappy? ): after school headed to market to eat first,then cabbed to valhall! we were challenging gary,victor,jianyi,amyrool and mengchao to see who took the cab first! we were on opposite sides,haha! in the end,gary they all went first! so many uncles don't want take five people one! stupid! had a super hard time till one uncle finally say it's okay. alright,reach just on time,and trg was alright. valhall's a better place to train! i don't know how,but my thumb just twisted and it's really painful now. i don't know how to play tomorrow, with a twisted thumb. booked a gold player blade! yay! though,didn't need to change my blade,but just buy,or else next time no more already! haha. bathed and headed to eat dinner at kfc! trained home with jerome,wanhao and mengchao. was really tired,means i need to sleep early tonight,and i want to really play well for tomorrow's northbrooks match. let us win,we really want to win something. hope uh! tomorrow shall be a better day,it hasn't been good today. blog tomorrow.
all i need was a smile from you everyday,that was enough already. you are my main source of motivation,remember? i need you.

with everything i had,
today was real boring,okay maybe in the afternoon. but luckily there's nice shows today on teevee. met jerome and shermin at 6 for dinner! haha. walked to chongpang from khatib. wanted to eat the thai restaurant,but there's a super long queue! so headed to chongpang market to eat. haha,ordered a lot a lot of food. and we made jerome angry,till he crushed his cup of sugarcane! hahahahaha. then walk around the pasar malam for a while and walked back! something real funny happen halfway! (: headed home after that. there's trg at valhall tomorrow,damn cooooool. i wonder why would i suddenly think of all the pros and cons now,last time i wouldn't even think about anything,and life was like super carefree. but nowadays,it seems that every thing,just a small little thing,i would ponder for a period of time. i don't know,i wish i can go back to life last time. blog tomorrow.

lets believe in love,

TEAM XI:D


i feel so so so happy but yet i still feel so bad inside. happy is because we got champions for the national library 3-on-3! woohoo! feel bad inside is because of some other things,nothing to do with the team or anything. nvm,good news first. haha,i think we are lucky enough to win. all the strong teams have league games today,so didn't play! lucky that we didn't met rp during the semis and finals. but i really want to. won all of our matches except for one draw during the group stage. but everybody did great,woohoo. timothy team's wasn't so lucky. scored four goals,was like damn happy. never score so many goals in a tournament before! haha. and gary was the top scorer,15 goals uh! haha,he got a free canadien hitmann stick! damn good can. team XI! :D good that you got your faith back girl,(: anw,after the 3-on-3,headed to suntec to eat carl's junior! saw the auntie anne's shop. haha,yeah. walk around and headed home. reached home,had to wait outside the house. got no key,everybody was not at home. haha. i guess i am happy enough,i played well today,i guess. sorry guys,for the few small mistakes. blog tomorrow then! and there's trg on monday at valhall! yay!


sometimes i ask myself why,but i made the decision. regret,maybe it's too late.
i don't know,i feel so weird. i feel so tired of everything. i need a break from everything. i really need a break,somewhere far away from here. i need to talk to someone. i really do,i feel so horrible inside. i am just struggling from everything. i really don't know what happen to me.

very weird feeling,
woohoooo,bought my adidas green feather shoes already! yay! anw,school was super nice today. because i saw you like so so so many times! super duper happy! lessons were alright,the video during assembly was really touching. it is really so sad,i don't know how to say. but yeah,the video was really great. anw,after assembly,had bio remedial. went market with wei yank and tzewei to eat. remedial was at comp lab,yay! my first entry to comp lab this year. waited for jerome and wanhao. headed to market again,didn't eat much earlier. so ate quite a lot this time round. went to suntec with jerome to get my green feather! yipeeee! :D sooooo cooooool! haha,crap a lot with that joker. headed home after that. there's 3-on-3 tomorrow! hope that we can carve out a top 3 finish tomorrow! excited for tomorrow! haha. alright,shall blog tomorrow.
i never knew that i could actually look at you so specially,you are so special in every way.

i want to see you so many times everyday,
today,things weren't going our way,seriously. okay,we lose our match against swiss cottage. lost 4-2. and the first goal was like damn controversy. didn't expect things would like go this way. those nerves just came went the balls always come swinging in. gotta work out something when they pass from the side to the center,i think thats my weak point. second third and fourth goal i let in was i don't know what i was doing. i just switched off during the whole game. but two nice goals by gary. really great goals. i guess we have to really work out something on monday. it's seriously gonna be one tough nut to crack on tuesday. a must-win match,no draws no nothing. that monday trg would be vital,i guess. enough of the match. okay,school had four periods again. ate and then left already,thank you for your thumbs up! :D we reached ite damn early! haha. okay,after the match,bathed and headed to amk to eat. wanhao saw something while going up the esclator! hahahaha! damn funny! ate at macs,i gobbled my food,like lightning speed. was really very hungry. but i feel damn tired after eating. went home. once i reached home,i kind of on my com,then i went to lie on the bed and i felt asleeepppp! and woke up only like half an hour ago! everywhere hurts over my body lah. i just need a lot a lot of rest i think. don't feel like going school tomorrow. blog tomorrow! and i am gonna so get my green feather no matter what tomorrow!
the whole scene of those four goals keep playing in my head,all over and over again.

the picture of you,so beautiful.
okay,damn tired. i felt asleep last night man! i never packed my bag or complete some of my homework,just went to sleep lah. anw,school was okay today,pe played badminton! saw you so many times today lah,supersuper happy! i don't like bearings,it's really so difficult lah. ahhh,hate it when i cant do anything during maths lesson. after school had chinese remedial. after remedial,supposed to have physical trg,but wth,only 6 of us turn up. wanted to jog around the parade square and it rains. how unlucky could we get eh. in the end,run once with ben towards the d and t block and came back. headed to yck sports complex,went for gym. haha. went together with tim. went only for an hour,but mostly did running. headed to tution immediately after that. tution was okay. saw three Raffles floorballers,they look like damn cool. haha. i am really super super super tired. better sleep early tonight man,if not will be like half dead tomorrow lah. alright,i go rest already. blog tomorrow! and tomorrow's match is against swiss cottage!

you were that star in all those dark clouds,
school was okay today. during recess,when they were changing,they were doing the wwe moves,wanhao do the jeff hardy one till damn funny lah. we were practically laughing our heads off! after school had the oral exams,i think i did okay? lucky the teacher was like damn good. she was quite lenient! i don't know her name,think new teacher in our school! okay,i think her name is miss tay or something. after that,kicked soccer a while in school and left. was quite tired,i was sleeping practically most of the waiting time for the oral. smartie pie,looked out uh! :D you know what i am talking about. i still haven't get my shoes! ohya,the oral thing,they ask whats my favourite thing,i was like my shoes! haha. there's physical trg tomorrow. and damn,there's tution tomorrow. ahhh,but i will think the way we used to think(: blog tomorrow!

it was so wonderfully planned,
i hate it when a few words,can make my feelings go lousy. and then everything will go all wrong for me. totally wrong. in that simple sentence,you can realise,how much you really meant to that person. and thought you can bluff and keep on doing that,one day or maybe just the next day,your friends around you,will just speak what you lied. i know what does not trusting a person easily and trusting a person easily really means. sorry for all this crap stuffs,but feel like ranting all this nonsense. damn. i hope that life isn't as fcked up now. being a sec four is no easy stuff,it's like you start to think so much now. i know how bad it feels already. no matter how many people around me,thinks. i always be the one who ask them don't think don't think. but look whos the one thinking so much and ranting so much. i hate to do it,but ahhhhh. crap. i've got no mood to mention anything now. f everything.

why now,why not earlier.
school was hyper today! haha. wanhao kanna haircut! super funny can! derek keep saying cute boy cute boy! hahahahhaha. we were practically laughing throughout the whole recess,big ears and uneven sides! hahaha! inside jokes! omg,i tell you,this is like the most funniest recess i ever had! haha. miss chua birthday today! cool eh. we sang her a birthday song during maths lesson! damn damn damn cool! after school,had poa remedial for like 45 mins,kind of understand more about final accounts,sorry for the slowness lah. but thats how much i super dislike poa. okay,hope at most i could pass my poa now. anw,after poa had geog. mr lau was like not even in class,but finish this worksheet. okay,we were like copying the answers. hah. went out with ben to prata house! he trained all the way to yck from city hall. his laughters is always always always,so funny! his heeeeheeeeheeee! okay,980 home. to think of all the things i thought yesterday,might not be worth it. i might be in a dream,but i wish i wouldn't wake up. it's just too true to be a dream. seriously. it won't work out,i think,though i believe it will,but at least i can find something in you,i would be happy enough to have what i have now. i don't need to be like the lucky guy who needs someone super good beside,but just you beside. it would be good enough. (: english oral prelims for n's tomorrow after school,there's no trg tomorrow! okay,cool. the 3-on-3 thing is saturday! and i hope everything will go according to plan. anw,blog tomorrow! hope you like the lollipop. :D

talking to you,was like,wooooo. :D
thought a lot a lot of things when i woke up today,until when i was in my father car i was thinking. over the past,over all the decisions i have made this year. some have been good,some have been bad. but life has been back to last time,though feeling a bit weird,but getting used already. no use thinking about the past right sp? haha,going to just look to future and continue with life day by day. nobody knows,someday i will become what i would really want to become. but what lies ahead,i hope it will be damn good. i won't think about anything bad or whatsoever,and just enjoy life. stop thinking i guess,it's not getting any better. anw,went hougang to cut my hair,super short again. damn,but nvm lah for b boys. cause my hair will stick out,and block my vision. after that ate and went home. manu is leading 3-0! woooo! too bad liverpool fans! :D there's school tomorrow,and i really dread going. blog tomorrow.

i hope everything is true,i hope i don't live in my so-called dream. cause i having one of my most happiest moments,and sp you made me really happy.
went swimming with jerome earlier. the sun was still like woah,damn hot. was damn happy lah. but when reach the swimming pool,the dark clouds slowly came. swim around 2 hours plus,then stop swimming. and then a heavy downpour came. crap,bathe and ate some food at the canteen there. waited for tim,but decided to go home,don't even know how long he's gonna take. reached home,and on tv singapore was playing australia at the national stadium live! how cool,harry kewell is playing! thought he should be playing for liverpool,okay probably reserves. anw,was supposed to eat prata with ben and shermin. but last minute,ben couldn't make it,so i and shermin went. but decided to eat at chongpang. and ended up eating at the thai restaurant. haha,cool. headed home after that. yes,tomorrow gonna get my green feather adidas court shoes already! cool! damn happy. blog tomorrow!

everything will be fine,
haha,started day the with macs breakfast! yay,mummy bought for me. thats why i prefer mummy to stay at home in the morning,wake up got food! :D anw,did tution homework,was too tired to do it last night. headed to tution,was late plus the rain was fking big! yeah,tution was not bad lah i think? headed to town to find jerome,wanhao and mengchao after tution. ate at shaw house! then headed to wisma,then walk around and went to cine newly open urban flipflops! haha,bought a pair of braziliano praia! i got one before,just that different colour. hope i would like it! after that,i saw you! omg,i was super happy like crap. then headed to marina square,played pool! played like 2 hours? after had,went to starbucks to get some drinks,saw sherman,aidan and co there. after that went to mos. haha,we had the eat lemon thing,so funny! okay,inside joke. :D took train to marina bay and headed home. enjoyed today so much,had quite lots of fun at the end. swimming tomorrow? hope it doens't rain and the sun will be very very very bright and sunny! so i can be tanned and make someone super jealous! (::D blog tomorrow!

can't seem to stop smiling to myself for a second,thank you sp,you are the best. (::D
school was like damn stupid today. feel so tired once i reach school. even the talk at hall,i was sleeping. i don't know man,feel super tired. slept most of the lessons today. someone please remind me to hand in my chinese homework please,if not i am gonna die like mad on monday. alright,good. tomorrow's good friday,and i got like tution tomorrow. how cool,isn'it? anw,continue with school. during cf till 4,had the profiling course. thought gonna like sleep throughout,but haha. the trainer was like damn damn damn funny can! his actions,practically the whole class was laughing like crap. but fell asleep after the break. for a while,i think the laughters woke me up? hah. after the course,i saw you,i talk to you. omg. it was like,ahhhhhh. i feel so so so so so happy! sorry about ya,you know. okay,so headed to amk hub with jerome,wanhao and mengchao. headed to macs,was super hungry,the crap ndp thing during our break,practically driving everybody eating in the canteen,how nice was them eh. walked around amk hub,and headed home already. felt asleep once i reached home,like immediately. oh shit,i totally forget about my tution homework. crap. i better go like do now man. damn. blog tomorrow.

it was like heaven,(:
so today school was like only four periods for us. haha,but basically only two periods lah,cause of pe and chapel. ss test,wrote i think quite a number of sentences and fell asleep. haha. excused at 10 am! yay. had some food in school and off we went to ite macpherson. gotta say when i first saw nus high school,i admit they were like some lousy teams. but when playing with them,i find that everybody are on level terms. truely,they can play floorball just that they didn't get to play as long as how we get to play. but i am quite amazed at the shots they took at us. pretty impressive,i gotta say. haha,anw final score was 15-2. first two periods was pretty good for me,assisted one to amyrool during second period,got thumbs up from the ref,binbin. haha. cool. binbin and sean were the refs! anw,third periods was the suckiest. i couldn't see the ball properly and let in the first ball. hated it man,reminded me of the victoria game two years ago. the second goal they scored,had nothing to say. just flew past my left elbow. but i think both teams did great,i think their target was eventually to score one goal against us,but didn't expect the second one though. but overall,15-2 to us. great match to start off the b divs. swiss cottage next thursday,will expect more toughness from them. they can play,shoot,pass and everything. so just gotta to get more goals and for me,defintely save more! haha. gonna careful of my low balls. alright,enough of the game. bathe at ite mac and headed to bishan for prata! the whole team went! super cool! then headed back to school with jerome a while,i saw you again! i am super happy whenever i see you. even from a bad mood,can change to a happy mood. and thanks for the message. thank you. (::D after that headed home. feeling very tired now,haha but looking forward to next wednesday match again SCS. hope,we would do well. i go catch some sleep now,blog tomorrow!

i rather we would be become super good friends d,then what i really expected.
alright,school was another bored day,luckily today didn't had poa! haha. slept during lots of lessons,haha. i don't know why,today just feel damn tired. as usual,went back to take my stuffs. trg after that. i didn't expect to see you at the thing today,so happy i get to see you! yay. so trg was quite productive lah,they took lots of shots man. my back and ankle hurts! i didn't do cooling down lah. damn. so headed home with jerome,tim and keegen after trg. fking tired now,hope won't affect tomorrow's game! shit,i wasn't as anxious as i was two years ago! haha. i don't know man,i don't feel a thing at all. okay,hope the nus team isn't the ever-fit nus,hope they are bunch of nerds that measure their angles before taking a shot! haha. jianyi said that till super damn funny can. okay,i go rest somemore already,blog tomorrow! luck there's no knights trg tomorrow night,if not i would probably killed myself for the tiredness. random.

at least,we could be like how we are now.
school reopened today. alright,timetable changed. and it really sucks. poa is now moved to the first two periods. and even my english classroom is changed to third floor. how cool. feel so bored the whole day. lessons were like so confusing due to the change of timetable. after school didn't know where to go,so called tim. he was with roy when mengchao calling roy! so headed to met them together with mengchao. bought bubble tea then headed to amk hub. wanted to catch a movie,but it's kind of too late for tim and roy. so headed home after that. tomorrow's last trg before our first match on wednesday against nus high. actually i don't feel any excitement. don't know why. hah. i feel so tired and restless the whole day today. hope the match would be a good one. blog tomorrow. (::D

i don't know how to say hi now,
so sentosa yesterday,together with jerome,benedict and shermin! :D went to eat superdog at vivo first. ben met us a while later! headed to sentosa,cool. went siloso first,haha. the footpump thing was super duper funny! played for like an hour plus,then went to palawan! on the way saw mrs lim and her two children,aian and ethan! the super duper cute aian! haha. okay,this has to go way back to last year taman negara camp! okay,anw the water at palawan is like fking dirty lah,ben was so scared to go down the water! hahaha! the soccer goalposts are put back already,damn cool can. after a while,went to bathe already. wanted to go somewhere else,but in the end never. so went back to find the two of them,headed to vivo to walk walk a while! decided to go chomp chomp for dinner! cool place! on the way there,ben finally get to know number two better! saw winnie,fiona and ben yeo there. the stingray was the best man! haha. and the 3 dollars worth of sugarcane juice! haha,we had 9 dollars worth sugarcane juice! anw,headed home after that,super tired day,but had lots of fun! :D
okay,today afternoon was damn boring. went out around 6.30 with steven. headed to city hall. went to get some stuffs. steven went for a haircut! haha. okay,headed home after that. school reopening tomorrow,and that poa homework. ahhh,heck man. blog tomorrow.

i swear,
woke up,thanks to those calls made by tim. wahlau,went there and trg was over,super tired lah. headed to market for lunch,then went jerome house. mengchao and tim came afterwards. went to vivo without tim,he gotta go meet his godfather. feel damn bored keep going there,but wanna get havaianas lah. chongling and shihui join us after their movie. saw steven,keep on walking around and around. so bored man. okay,so tomorrow sentosa! yayness,don't rain! haha. hope it will be a good weather tomorrow. there's this 3-on-3 under 19 open,cool. haha,think we joinning again,hope we will win,okay quite impossible lah. for experience i guess. alright,gotta go do something already,blog tomorrow! (:

school's reopening,damn.
okay,yesterday had trg and tution. last night,had a heart attack! haha. so today was late for trg as usual,but wasn't feeling well lah. trg was more fruitful,but was really very tired after having so many days of trg. but learn more things and i guess we played better now. went to yishun with jerome for chicken rice,i swear that the chicken rice is super duper nice okay! haha,jerome still suffering his heart attack,me too! haha. so fast and march holidays gonna end. hope that i would still have time for hanging out and tanning! haha,i bet someone gonna get damn jealous! hope b divs will be alright for us! i go and catch some sleep already! haha,blog tomorrow then! :D

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oops! sorry. my modem spoil. so finally change a new one,a lot of things happened over these days. last saturday had the carnival in school,was alright,i think i enjoy myself more then the sec one carnival. probably i am sec four already? haha,and diane sorry for the balloon! hope you like the replacement one,:D. so march holidays are here,yup. the promises i made to my mum. after the holidays,like more studying then playing,in preparation of course for n's lah. maybe i should really give poa another try. maybe i could do well,if i really put in effort for it. hope so. sunday supposed to celebrate my cousin birthday,but went to vivo with jerome and mengchao instead. wanted to catch movie,but in the end went for steamboat. we sat there for damn long lah. from a sunny day to the beautiful night scene,haha. trg everyday for march holidays,hope i can really play and play. sentosa on saturday! great,this is going to be so cool. damn long since we last visited sentosa. ohya,sleepover at mengchao house yesterday with jerome and timothy! was so awaiting for the raw show at 3am but so much talking,made the show freaking bored! haha,jerome slept early! me,mengchao and tim just waited for 4 am for the mac breakfast service to start,super cool! trg just now,damn tired lah. headed home,after that met up with them again,went to valhall to buy balls. it's great that if we ever get the z-althetica jerseys,but must wait till next year. vjc was trg at valhall just now,they look strong eh. haha. b divs next week,cool. everything seems to coming and coming,there's like no free days anymore to enjoy after school reopen i guess. hope this year would go well and pass it faster and faster day by day. i want to feel how a o level student feel like,although it's going to be very pressurised. okay,blog tomorrow! haha. :D

i feel brand new,

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